Suddenly by Superchick
"She feels lost in her own life
Treading water just to keep from slipping under
And she wonders if she's where she's supposed to be
Tired of trying to do it right
Her dreams are just too far away to see how steps she's making might be taking her to who she'll be

And suddenly it isn't what it used to be
And after all this time it worked out just fine
And suddenly i am where i'm supposed to be
And after all the tears, i was supposed to be here

She feels locked in her own life
Scared of what she might lose
If she moves away from who she was
And she's afraid of being free
There's a way she knows is right
And she can't feel the things she knows and so each step she's taking
Is a step of faith towards who she'll be

And suddenly it isn't what it used to be
And after all this time it worked out just fine
And suddenly i am where i'm supposed to be
And after all the tears, i was supposed to be here

And here where the night is darkest black
She feels the fear
And the light is farthest back
And through her tears
She can see the dawn
Its coming skies will clear
And the light will find her where she's always been

And suddenly it isn't what it used to be
And after all this time it worked out just fine
And suddenly i am where i'm supposed to be
And after all the tears, i was supposed to be here"

Can I really continue to live in the lie that everything is going to be okay someday soon. It'll all be alright someday soon. Everything is going to change for the better. In the end everything will make it's way right.... but will it?
I suppose I don't know. If this is it then maybe I should start making the best of it because I don't want to live the rest of my life dreading it. I'm gonna start changing things whether everyone else likes it or not. Here goes to a revolution in my life regaurdless if this body holds me down I'm going to be happy and nothing, not a thing can stop me from accomplishing what I've always dreamed. If I look back one day knowing I accomplished nothing that I dreamed up than so what... I did all I could, or least we'll hope I did.
I'm gonna run even though I don't have strength to stand.
<3 Here's to smiling again for no reason.